Gangerti bgt sih sebenernya tujuan cerita2 disini itu untuk apaan. tadi nih, hari ini Juma't 17 Februari 2012 ga ngerti knp tb2 guru GOR(SMAN 6Jakarta) ngajar di 47 trs gue lgsg keinget si Ratu yehuuuuu tiap ketemu, habis ketemu aja msh kangen, gmn udh lama gak ktm2 ya hehhe. Tapi gue kgn sm doi yg dulu sih, yg always here whenever to talked every jokes we have made, tp skg ratu yg bawel tukang dumel yg punya segudang cerita buat gue skg HAS GONE. orgnya sih gamati....tapi ratu yg gue kenal udh mati hahaha-_-udh bnr2 berasa asing-parah deh kl ngobrol sm dia gak nyambung dan intinya hari ini gue galau klimaks AGAIN! emg aneh sih lucu aja gt, ini langka dan bnr2 br pertama kali ngerasain yg namanya galau krn kehilangan sahabat.
Mungkin emg dia ngga ngerasa, tp yg ngerubah dia itu adalah lingkungan dan pergaulan. ditambah pula gue jauh haha udh berulang2 gue ngmg gini kan ya rat? :_) dulu waktu kelas 2smp walaupun jauh, gue selalu sempetin kekelas lo tiap lo gada waktu buat naik keatas nyamper gue&yg lain, tp skg......mgkn kerumah gue aja tuh seabad sekali :'D huuuu iya jujur nih akhirnya pun gue ngaku GUE MENGALAMI KECEMBURUAN SOSIAL disaat lo merasa sangat nyaman dengan sahabat baru lo yg jauh lebih ngerti dan bs bikin lo having a greatest time & moment with her. harusnya tuh gue bs ikhlasin dan ya gapapalah namanya idup, mgkn emg dia lebih nyaman sm mereka ketimbang gue knp harus memaksakan sesuatu yg gak seharusnya gue paksakan. Cuma kadang gue suka iri, walaupun gue dkt bgt sm seseorg misal:zelda, fitri, deboy tp setelah keluar sekolah gak semua cerita dan hal2 ttg dia, dia lgsg ceritain ke gue, krn dia punya sahabat lama nya sendiri. sedangkan gue....????????? mau crt kesiapa selain sm makfi :'( yg tau kangennya gue sm ratu, yg tau gue nyeseknya gmn tiap dia heboh dan seneng banget gt mention2an sama echa padahal 1 sekolah, nyeseknya pas tau ratu sm echa punya rahasia2an dan ratu udh jarang terbuka sm gue hhhhhhh tp gue harus apa gue pun bingung :___(
Ya skg sih alhamdulillah, dikit2 gue udh bisa ikhlasin deh sama kemauan ratu yg emg lebih sreg sm echa dan kehidupannya yg baru. gue jg udh sreg sendirian dan udh kebiasa jg. paling ujung2nya sm makfi lg :) walaupun makfi emg brengsek, tai, bajingan setidaknya alhamdulillah gue punya pcr yg selalu ada pas gue bnr2 butuh. tp sedeket2nya lo sm pacar, kadang lo pasti jg pgn cerita sm tmn lo ato bahkan sahabat lo yg bnr2 lo kenal bgt dan dia knl lo bgt kan? skg gue hrs cerita sm siapa ttg masalah2 gue? pendem aja ya gppsih, cm bener2 kerasa sepi aja hehe :<
Ditambah lagi, skg gue udh gak pake bb. ada bb gue aja rau udh gapernah nyapa, gmn skg kan? kebayang gak lo? hahaha :'D I'm just missing my old friend, my best friend ever.Ratusan bahkan ribuan kali deh gue pernah dan selalu blg kl cm ratu yg bs bnr2 ngerti gue bgt dan yg gue sreg bgt ceritain semua2nya ya cm dia. Tp ya gmn fi waktu udh berubah :'< mau lo ngmg ratusan kali kl dia berubah, diapun gak akan merasa krn dia udh nyaman dgn dunia barunya!! HUFFFFTTTT THAT'S OKAY!!!!
Dan sbntr lg si ratu ultah yihi :') gue bingung mau ksh kado apa. gue bnr2 ngerasa bersalah gapernah ngasih kado selama hampir 5thn tmnan, ya mgkn dgn begitu ratu bs jd lebih dkt sm gue???? LAGI??? :'D ngga deng gada maksud untuk nyogok kok rat sumpah deh!! gue cm mau ngasih bales budi lo buat selalu dengerin cerita2 gue yg gapenting, sabar2in gue kl gue emosi/nangis, selalu ngalah dan apapun yg jd unek2 lo dehhh. tp gue bingung, mungkin emg kado gue gak akan sespecial dr tmn2 baru lo itu. smg aja lo suka ya :'D
EHIYA LANJUT CERITA DISEKOLAH!! nah tadi pagi tuh pas gue kelar mention2an sm ratu, trs gue galau sm zelda cerita2. trs pas pelajaran terakhir pas yg cowok2 soljum dan yg cewek keputrian, dan untungnya kelasan gue gak kedapetan giliran keputrian jd kelasan gue bebas :p trs abis keputrian bel masuk gt kan, trs pel b.ing dan disuruh nyanyi. gue pikir lagu gajelas dan emg awalnya gue dengerinnya tuh kyk something weird-_-tp pas gue liat liriknya, hahahahaha langsung berlinang suer gaboong-_- nih liriknya
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn twenty five
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year, we won't be coming back
No more hanging out 'cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now 'cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
[Chorus]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forever
Berasa ngena banget gt kan yagak? haha trs gue mewek gt dan Dwika blg "harusnya lo nangis dgrn lagu ini pas wisuda tolol!" trs gue jd ngakak-_-
dan gue semakin kejer ketika gue liat ribuan quotes yg ada di google ttg "Friendship" bikin air mata ngucur mulu gitu-_-
"When friends stop being frank and useful to each other, the whole world loses some of its radiance."
- Anatole Broyard
- Anatole Broyard
"Do not save your loving speeches
For your friends till they are dead;
Do not write them on their tombstones,
Speak them rather now instead.
- Anna Cummins
For your friends till they are dead;
Do not write them on their tombstones,
Speak them rather now instead.
- Anna Cummins
"A true friend is the one who knows more about you than yourself and still loves you>"
- Sent by Suzie
- Sent by Suzie
"How do you know you've found your best friend. When you are ready to talk to them about anything, even though they know everything about you already."
"I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me. I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day, as you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way."
- Edgar A. Guest
- Edgar A. Guest
"A world without a friend, what would it be? It would be like a world without water, something you need. Friends are like glass, once broken, they are hard to fix. Keep your friends, as you would keep your water."
"A friend will be there for you when things are good...but a TRUE friend will be there for you when things are good and also when things are very bad...and just when it feels like you will never smile again...she can put a smile on your face with just with a hug!"
Sent by Kathrine
Sent by Kathrine
"With clothes the new are the best, with friends the old are the best."
To my Girl Fitria Nanda Ratu Kusuma,
Heres to the shit we talk. The guys we stalk. The way we shop. The laughs we can’t stop. The gossip we spill. The looks that could kill. The having each others backs. To the next morning getting the facts, that My Girl has gone and having a new ‘best ever friend’ and I was removed. I absolutely loves you, My Best EVER friend. And I will never changed, still be your friend out or inside. :’D
Regrads,
FiaUtari
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